I forgot to include in the ~ Exquisite Pain ~ Post the following …
The reason the pain is greater each time you go through same or similar things is because the current situation revives and revisits all the times you went through it in the past.
So you’re not only contending with this situation but all the ones that followed you up through to the current one. It’s almost like magnifying something 10x’s which if it were the 1st time, while it would still hurt, it wouldn’t feel as magnified.
Why? Because you’re reliving the other times … It’s like pouring salt in an old wound.
Find the core belief, find the core issue…focus on that and heal this for yourself. Okay :) I feel better… carry on. :)